ALL BLACK EVERYTHING.

BLACK PANTHERS '09

my life..

sittin at work aggravated by these small ass bugs flying around. only thing on my mind is tomorrow. tomorrow will be the day all my worries fade, i believe in tomorrow, and i believe in myself. its time to make things happen because no one will do it for me...

my motto for the summer:

IM TRYNA BE A BADD BITCH.

lol funny i know.
but its true,

i made a promise to my momma.. and i hope i can keep it.

my friends are there if i need 'em..
it time to get it done.

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PARTi & BULLSHiT

life is life..so just live it..

aint been on in a minute but now im trapped in a little box for three hours a day three days a week..so i have time!

i wonder what my friends are doing?! lol this is like a relationship! maybe thats why actual couples make me gagg! but i wouldnt take it any other way!

picniks, on tennis courts, with stolen food satisfies these people.

random adventures like walks through the phases keeps us entertained.

west got that fire

ford is taken

kyle my bottom bitch

kelani be ready.

Spence has great TEXT.

danielle is talented

nikki is golden

i consider these people my friends..ive never peed so much!

&& like danielle said it was only tuesday

aahhh de press shon.

oohhh jeeze why me??

why did i drink 3 energy drinks so i could stay up and drive to new orleans..

only to crash into the side of the dam bridge later on that night!

why didnt i just find somebody else to drive?!

guess i didnt think i was sooo tired huh?

and the crazy thing is..i wasn't even drunk! wtf!

as many times as me & ford tested our luck and drove home drunk..

nothin ever happened but a nigga drink a few energy drinks

and lose her whole dam car.. now dont get me wrong, im happy to be alive!

shit crazy man! now i miss that dam car..

at first.. couldnt stand that bitch! oohhh wow.. the lessons u learn!

sooo now what do i do... lol sit home allll day looking at cars on the internet..

depressed.. dreading the fact that school starts in a few weeks..
and i still dont have a car! seems like im the only one who cares too...

but oh well..no worries

now i just sit around all day doing....

well u already probably know..

NOTHING

eatin.sleepin.shittin.watchin maury
waisting time hoping one day mom would say

"come on lets go look at cars!!"

lol it'll get better hopefully

r.i.p bubble
[hakuna matata]
lola zoe.

jasmine a. inside & out.

its kind of a known fact that everyone has many different sides to them right?? im not sayin everyone is two faced! im sayin no one just has one personality.. i know i dont... so far i've met three of mine. i know weird huh? and i was never able to fully explain them...so now i'll try..

Jasmine: the normal one..well in not normal at all so i'll say, the not so weird one. she's the simple one. the one who myspaces and facebooks and a daily. the one who loves to be with paris and wouldn't be with anyone else. the one who is satisfied with sitting inside watchin movies and talkin to mom. i wouldn't call her boring..she just chills. nothin major.. she never really cared about friends because her mom always said..."you dont need no got dam friends" i guess thats where i get my pride problem from.. she's the one who spends quality time with her sister laughin at reba. she watches maury at 1:00 and at 2:00. even if its on the same topic "who's the father" lol she's friendly and calm. i like this side of me sometimes because she is where the other two persons originated from.. she was the starter. it was her who decided to step out of her shell and become "charlie.monae" charlie is the side of me that loves to club.. loves gettin pretty. putting on eyeshadow, eye liner and lip gloss.. short skirts, skinny jeans, high heels..would basically summarize her. she loves 16 inch milky way color 4. she dont stand in no regular line at no club! lol she dances and gets low to the flo'. livin the fast life makes her happy.. clubbin every night completes her... some might say she has a problem but she see's it like this.."you're only young once, live a little.. sheesh!" tattos amaze her..one day she wants to be tatted like kat von d.. true story. her favorite color is black. she loves the way it looks on her... they try to holla but the all on mute..she doesn't need or want a man. "bobby b" and "my dougie" is her shit! "DiVA" is the theme song. long island ice teas, patron shots, vodka & cranberry makes her smile and let loose. and last but not least is the one who doesn't have a name..so while im explaining her, i'll think of a name.. hopefully one comes to mind.. [hakuna matata] is the quote she lives by. no fuckin worries! lol just chill.. she wears about 10 bracelets on each wrist. she love peircings and the cool people who have them.. she's kinda hippie like. but its cool.. her friends love her. she lives life with no drama or cares about whats gonna happen next..taking life one step at a time. she doesn't really care about chipped nail polish. she moves slow and really pays attention to her surroundings. her pajamas never match and her hair is never in place. lol she doesn't care. talk like a sailor, smoke like a hippie, and drink like an alkie.. i like her the most. pretty random. she prefers chap stick not lip gloss.. her views on a man: "ugh i guess" lol not really to worried about 'em.. she loves havin fun with her friends.. and watchin movies like "the clique" she aint got no job. dont want one.. she a hustla. married to the game and will for ever be faithful. jay-z, lil wayne, gym class heros and gucci mane plays randomly on her ipod. i think her mane is "lola zoe" not zoey, zoe like zo. lol i dont know where that came from but i like it..."lola zoe"..cool. anyway there are probably other sides of me..im sure there is..but these three are the only named ones..im proud of them. i love them.. more than you'll ever know.

till next time.

-lola zoe.

Msc 12:30

lol the text message i would receive every day i have many friends. old ones, new ones, associates i love yall too. but my loved ones are the ones i would go above and beyond for, because i know they would for me. these people know how to make me laugh and keep me interested. willing to go to walmart at 1:30 in the morning for a simple adventure. oh how i love these people...each in their own special way. they know the power of the red cup and dorm room parties, and they take care of me when im stumbling drunk. lol. i couldn't ask for a better group of people to surround myself with. we party we drink we just live. not caring what others have to say. not looking down on others like some people do. we just chill. down town is where we live our night lives.. never waiting in line makes me happy. were all aspiring to become something successful, website designer, architect, pharmacists, social workers and who knows what else. i believe were all gonna be somebody when we graduate, i have faith :). but as for now, movie nights and fried chicken satisfies our every need. its good to have a group of friends that you can learn from. i wouldn't want to be around a group of people who did negative things all day. jazmine ford studies, kyle rolls, kelani complains, chassity whines, jazmine west laughs randomly, and i make ten thousand friendship bracelets! lol a very "resourceful" group of people..
we makes it happen!
lol god how i miss kelani's room! and the msc right before its about to close! SO FUN! hot chocolate and ice cream! thanks kyle..sooo good! glued in some tracks, flat ironed some hair and paid 9.50 to get in the movies. (everything is getting expensive!.) and trust me..we can eat! everyone is learning how to cook..so we on be straight! lol. u can walk in any of our rooms and probably most likely hear sasha fierce. taxi taxi makes us happy. around 10:30 everyone wants a cinnamon melt. but u gotta hustle to get by.. meal plans are a sacred thing to have when u livin off campus. and the famous question we hear everyday.."u got some points??" lol im a bum! but oh well i know they'll take care of me! we make fun of almost everything, and absolutely hate facebook middle names like jasmine

"allaboutthatdolla makeuwannaholla"

allen.. lol get a life. we also hate liers. i just feel like if you be your true self, then you're cool.. we're just some kids who like playin ms. pacman and galaga on the ps2. nothin major. we eat all of kelanis imaginary food, lol. and sutter homes became the shit! amanda made a few trip upstairs and recorded us singing webbie!..oh good times. I love these people wouldn't change any of them not one bit. they listen to my paris stories and give me advice. except me for me and make sure im fed. now i know them hoes be ratchet some times, and our hair aint never done and we dont never match and kyle aint never got no hair cut..but we're not ashamed of eachother...

now thats what u call

[FRIENDS]

sincerely jasmine a.

[SHE is I & I am HER]

I was never the confrontatioal type. always calm till u pissed me off. some reason people always had problems with me, but i can honestly say I was never the one to start any drama. but somehow magically i always ended up in it. but whatever its life and thats what life is full of. ignorant people have always tried to bring me down to their level.. but i managed to stay above them. Im a creative individual who likes to do things my way. never was the type to listen authority...never. Been gullible, been smart, and learned from every situation. pink nail polish satisfied me, made me feel girly. as long as my toes match im good.

rings purses and sun glasses make me smile. taking pictures help me remember all the fun times i have with loved ones. gimmie a flat iron & i can work magic. In elementary school i was the weird child who lied about having a blatter problem so i could stay in the bathroom and not have to sit in class. lol. high school attended an all girl private school...hated it at first, but after the hurricane, i loved it. myspace & facebook became my life after a while..had to get away from that for a while. became closer to my little sister and got a lil thicker. its funny how nothing changes but when u look back everything us different. tattoos are cool but peircings are cooler. finally got the brother i always wanted..and in the matter of a couple months i ended up with three. what a crazy world this is. I always believed i would never get married..and I still believe that. because I've realized that a man is gonna be a man...till he is dead and gone. and aint none of them good. trust me. I can go on and on with all the random thoughts floating in my head, because thats what i do.. let my brain wonder..until it stumbles upon another interesting topic to think about. many people feel like just because were friends on myspace of facebook or because we spek randomly, that they know me. But i dont believe anyone knows me.. excpet this broad named jamzine ford. She's the only person who knows im so much more than a pretty girl with fluffy hair. she knows of my horrible pride issue and how i let it known that i never need anyone for anything. she knows im turning into a hippie day by day & she aint trippin..i like walking barefoot and laying on the floor. making nachos and finding cute bracelts to add to my collection on my wrists. JUNO came out and i fell in love. friday always makes me laugh. I believe love is patient, kind, rejoices with the truth, protects, trusts, Love never fails..weather its love in a relationship, friendship, or family or self. I always kew i had another side to me, just didnt know what to call her. recently but finally named he Charlie Monae. got the charlie from a night a toc bar..thats who i was that night..monae?? just thought it was cute. lol maybe you've came in contact with her.. and if you haven't, you will soon.

PEACE.

jasmine a.

NOT THE LESSA..

main hol on!
sittin groving to my ipod. feeling like im on top of the world. no worries cuz i life my life stress free! :) anyway today is the first day of 2000 mutha fuckin 9. and today was a mighty fine day..i must say!. ate some cabbage drunk some sutters.. and reflected on my past year.. second semester freshman year was a breeze. pruple kisses and padre. became an under-aged drinker. & i dont advise the children to do that! lost my mind a couple few lotta times! lol fell down and got back up! boring summer. sophomore year. new apt. met a couple different sides of me but the first one to actually get a name became: "Charlie Monae" Dallas trip: blowin doe doe and #2 on repeat. bitch its the time not the milage. got addicted. met some friends and chilled at "the spot" lol we cool. beyonce came out with a nice cd. been listening to it for like a month. clubbin twerkin partyin drinkin..livin. what a great year.

till next time- jasmine a.